Wednesday 16 May 2012

WHICH IS THE BEST ?

Assalamualaikum..

alhamdullilah.. after Ive been to the Interview for Diploma Of Music..
Ive got what I want..

The UiTM Shah Alam will be my third study Institute..
Insyaallah I will do the best as I can..
I'll struggle to graduate of Diploma and Insyaallah graduate for Degree..
I think the most important is Doa..
Now on..everything is impossible.. but they turn to possible just because our God agreed with it..

I know Im not the best..
but I think I really can change myself to someone who is not Jahil..
I made mistake with Allah and Myself..
but Allah is The Forgiveness right?

So.. Be Matured is the Most Important Thing Nowadays..
kalau kau tak matang..kau kena pijak !

OKAY !
Ive got call from Uitm for Diploma of Music @ Shah Alam
AND
Netherland Maritime and Technology Institute @ Johor Bharu.

Too many perspective and two important option that I have to choose before 26 of June..
herghhh.. If I think about my option and favour, it will be the Uitm..
but if I think about the job and future life..it would be the NMTI..

Ive made Solat Istiqarah.. and wait for the answer which is the best..
really really hope that the Uitm will be the best place for me Insyaallah..

Jadi..doa doakan lah aku untuk jadi yg lebih baik dari sekarang..
Assalamualaikum..

The Exciting Moment

Assalamualaikum..
its too quiet tonight right?

okay.. baru beberapa hari yg lepas.
aku keluar dari PLKN for further study..

alhamdullilah..its too fun being there even aku masuk berapa hari je..
Firstly, its too bored when i entered the PLKN program..
and then, the third day....
terlalu terlalu terlalu seronok sebab ramai gila kawan dapat..
aku pulak jenis yg selamba..
tak kenal siapa aku main tegor je..
and seriously we respect each other !

I got the 3 bar position as Squad Leader and almost to get Penghulu title thats mean I hold the entire Company like Alpha, Bravo, Charlie, and Delta..

Tapi disebabkan aku nak pelajaran aku disambungkan..
so I made decision to postpone the PLKN and go reach the future..
and know what ? I got the things that I want ! errr.. I mean the Option that Ive chose that day..

Alhamdullilah..
Kawan kawan PLKN pon aku tak lupa..
Dan aku bukan jenis yg suka lupa kawan..
TRUST ME..
Assalamualaikum.

Tuesday 17 April 2012

The Interview

this thing really make me want to go outside from this room and turn to the moon and say..
I really missed u..

KAN?  ayat mcm bodoh.
Assalamualaikum..

yeahh..its quiet a long time that im not turning to this blog.
hahaha !
So so so sorry..Ive been busy doing all kind of stuff  like license, PLKN things , Uitm interview..
Ferhhh ! totally exhausted when just finished those kind of important thing !

Erhhh.. about my interview?

okay..be sure dont get jealous okay?
hahahaha stupid..

Alright.. this is the story beginnnnn..
After having dream and etc.

unlock the phone and ive got massages from 15888 at 2.47 pm
They told me to check the option that Ive chose from UPU doc.

and finally alhamdullilah Ive got respond from them and I have to join the interview at the intec shah alam section 17, It just nearby the main campus of uitm shah alam..

okay.. i made decision to go to the interview for Diploma Of Music.

and then.. 15/ 4/ 12..
went too the interview day with my parents ..
just three of us.. hahaha.

the rest are not along because its too early in the morning. 8.30 am
 Harghhh.. my name called by the mister that known as the panel.

the beat from inside my body just want to went out !
fuyohh !! Ramai awekss siot !
and WE ARE PROFESSIONAL okayhh ?
hahaha. just kidd.

i went inside the record studio and theres a 3 juries in front of me.
BEDEBAR GILA WEYHH !
thats my first interview ! thats why lahh..
the interview memang cakap omputeh saje..

okay.. oe of the panel asked me what is the tittle that im gonna bring..
i said : Beethoven For Malmsteen
panel: okay..the second one?
i said: Kiri By GatDem
panel: okay..go ahead when u are ready.

I flip my hands off and played the classical song..
and they asked me to play the next song..
okay..that day was freaking out ! seriously !
i sang the song and the jury tapping their feet on the ground.. hahahhaha! i thought they are enjoyed themselves.. insyaallah ..

and then the told me to put the guitar off..

THE HEARING TEST !!

the girls panel stood up from her chair and went to the piano ..
she told me to follow the keys that she want to play.
i just being in the vocal class!
wahhhh !!
then..after that.. one of the panel clapping his hand and i have to do what he do..
I used my own tempo and I GET IT !!
alhamdullilahh..

Main jury : can u tell me who is the malaysia pop composer besides M.Nasir?
Me : err.. Aubrey Suwito , syafinaz..
Main jury : types of traditional music in malaysia?
Me : Keroncong , gamelan..
Main jury : okayy.. name the classical composer in europe.
Me: Ludwig Van Beethoven , Mozart , Bach
Main jury : Okay thats good.. Safwan.. in your opinion , what did u see to our malaysia music ?
Me: hurmm.. in my opinion.. i think we should broaden and spread our music to the global..because our music have its own quality that i think the world will accept our idea..
Main jury: what do u mean ?
Me: okay.. take a look at Yunalis Zarai. she just made our country proud of her.. she recorded her song in the US and too may malaysian youth that support her.. and.. that what I mean..seriously..spread the music.

Main jury: okay safwan.. thats all for today.. good luck !

I shake their hand with smile and i left the room..

Fuhhh !! insyaallah may the jury intake me to the faculty ..
Insyaallah aminn..

p/s : guys do pray for my interview answer.. aminn..

hargghhhh !! sleepy already..

goodnight ..

assalamualaikum..

Saturday 9 April 2011

muzzled voice

I can't get this thing out of my mind. I kept thinking about it, imagined what would happen about it, thinking where would this thing go at the end.

these few days, i surfed the internet and found few Malaysians wrote about this thing.
and this thing is about 'R'.
you know, all the perkasa thingy, school's headmistress thing, church's thing and so on.
I don't see a point why on Earth these so called Malaysians want to debate about it.
it's going nowhere my friend.

if you debate it just for the sake of showing who is more superior, either you or them, it's just plain stupid.

I read an article about Tan Sri Muhy...
in the article, he said something that sounds like this "Even 'they' can have their own perkasa. we never did stop them from doing so."
i was like "huh?".
Do you really have to make that statement?
Do you have to provoke others by saying that?
To me, that statement could set the racial tension that we have since independence on fire.

I know some people would say "hey you should have race-proud in you!".
Yes, I really know that.
I wouldn't sell my own country to others.
But let us think this way.
If we can put these things behind us and supress the feeling of being superior, just imagine how awesome Malaysia could be.

I said this to my sister "They think they are better than us. They are 'better' just because long time ago they were sent to live in the cities. Think about what would happen the other way round, we live there and they live here. Of course, I believe we will become just like them, better than them."
It's a fact that they control the economy. Even our PM said, "Malaysia wouldn't be what it is today if it is not because of them."
Mahathir said in his blog, "They control the economy and some other fields. They possess most of the wealth of this country."
But still we can hear little voices saying "I want a post in the Government, I want this, I want that."
Ohh come on now, seriously.

You have the wealth but now you're asking for power?
We must think rationally and logically.
We don't give the posts to others due to a reason.
The reason is, we don't have that much of wealth like you, so we all have to compensate by leaving the power to us and and the wealth to you.
The wealth that you have now is more than enough.
You will think: "Wow, just leave all the wealth to them???"
The trick is: With money, it doesn't mean that you can have power.
But with power, you can definitely get money.
Now there's a question surfaced: Why do we have less wealth than them?
Yes, interesting.
The Government made a 'dasar' (I dont know what is it called in English), which was meant for us.
But unfortunately, we do not know how to take this advantage made for us.
Possibly, one of the reasons why we become like this is because we are scared to be labelled as a racist ass.
We shouldn't be scared you know.
One way to tackle this problem is to think like this;
If they were to say to you, that you are a racist, then they are just the same like you, a racist.
Why would you say we are racists when you yourself play around with the racial issues?

If I give you money, you guys will hail me, hidup panjang yay!

But when I give the money to my family, children, son, daughter (you name it), you will question me why are you doing this? You racist fcuk.

Irony isn't it? ^_^

Conclusion, please be rational in what we say and in what we do.

Cheers~.